Facing dark clouds of despair
With a brain blankly confused
Closing my eyes from surroundings
Avoiding a gashing knife wound
If only, pain would leave the body.
If only, darkness scatters light.
Memories of lies and temptations
Planted in the mind
A pool of quicksand hindering a bleeding heart
Drowning in a sea of forgetfulness.
If only, a game exists where I hit the restart.
Swirling into a black hole,
Throwing my hands up
I cry in disgust
Desperately escaping the serpent’s grip.
Grasping for one final breath
Place the drumbeat back in my heart.
I stray away at a late hour
Strolling the quiet streets
Hearing the crunch of the leaves,
The whisper of the breeze,
Smelling the raccoon’s rotting bones
Scared and alone,
I scribble in a journal,
“I can’t do this on my own!”
Satan stole the air I breathe
Like a poisonous gas crowding my lungs
Causing me to suffocate more
Weakening me like a madman
As if a tsunami crashes into shore.
Inserting anxious hands in my pockets
Dropping angrily to the pavement
I don’t know where to go
Until I gaze upon a small, white book,
A book watching,
Waiting for me
On the edge of a dusty road.
Beginning to explore this book
I feel a renewal of the Spirit
Like drinking from a lively stream
I pant for more like a deer in the woods,
Praying this moment wouldn’t be over.
With the dark clouds removing themselves
The sun overpowers.
I carry myself back home.
Bandage my wounds.
Throw away the past.
Heading back to bed
With this book,
I feel God's mighty touch.
I once felt lost but no longer alone.
Thursday, December 22, 2011
Prince on a Throne
Walking to the end of a deserted road
Out of reach of city lights
Coming across an intersecting street
At the corner
Stands a hidden, injured oak tree
Firmly planted all alone
Completely out of sight.
Just me and my dog
Trekking through untouched ground
Leaving behind murky tracks
With no clear trail to head on back
I dare not turn around.
Admiring this solitary, frozen oak tree
Enveloped by a five foot wall
Entangled by suffocating weeds
If it could talk,
Why not set it free from its disease?
Waging his tail in delight
Standing tall like royal Kings and Queens
He begins to lead the way
Smelling wildflowers in the garden
Sweet honey of a beehive
A skunk’s poisonous spray,
I quickly follow
Watching daisies bloom
Squirrels playing tag
Noticing the dark clouds,
It begins to rain but,
Something seems wrong
Desperately panting for breath
His wag comes to a hault
He slowly begins to lag.
Fighting this disease
Struggling to make it home
His legs begin to limp
Eyes start to weaken
His body fading like an infested tree.
Carefully calculating the number of breaths
Not knowing his very end
Just like the oak tree on the corner
Loyal, Courageous, and Strong
Continuing to wither away.
I carry him in my arms
To lay beside the motionless oak tree
Gently placing him on a pile of crisp leaves
To softly cushion his fragile body
Like a Prince
Seated high on a throne
Prestigious and Mighty
I would never leave a best friend.
Sitting.
Alone.
Out of reach of city lights
Coming across an intersecting street
At the corner
Stands a hidden, injured oak tree
Firmly planted all alone
Completely out of sight.
Just me and my dog
Trekking through untouched ground
Leaving behind murky tracks
With no clear trail to head on back
I dare not turn around.
Admiring this solitary, frozen oak tree
Enveloped by a five foot wall
Entangled by suffocating weeds
If it could talk,
Why not set it free from its disease?
Waging his tail in delight
Standing tall like royal Kings and Queens
He begins to lead the way
Smelling wildflowers in the garden
Sweet honey of a beehive
A skunk’s poisonous spray,
I quickly follow
Watching daisies bloom
Squirrels playing tag
Noticing the dark clouds,
It begins to rain but,
Something seems wrong
Desperately panting for breath
His wag comes to a hault
He slowly begins to lag.
Fighting this disease
Struggling to make it home
His legs begin to limp
Eyes start to weaken
His body fading like an infested tree.
Carefully calculating the number of breaths
Not knowing his very end
Just like the oak tree on the corner
Loyal, Courageous, and Strong
Continuing to wither away.
I carry him in my arms
To lay beside the motionless oak tree
Gently placing him on a pile of crisp leaves
To softly cushion his fragile body
Like a Prince
Seated high on a throne
Prestigious and Mighty
I would never leave a best friend.
Sitting.
Alone.
Checkmate
A Fictitious story I wrote. I hope you enjoy reading it!!
Flynn, a pale, scrawny boy from the suburbs, strides off the bus on the corner of 13th street where he catches up with his best friend, Connor. Noticing the first snowflakes since March, Flynn immediately puts on his green Celtic sweatshirt as he steps into the crowded polluted streets of downtown Chicago. All Flynn could notice were the leaves changing color, kids heading back to school for the first time since June, and the heavy winds brushing up against his clothes. Located only two blocks from Grandpa Ross’s house, Flynn stands on the chaotic street corner tightly holding his navy blue Yankee ball cap so it would not blow away. At that moment, Flynn remembers his dad pointing out the night before, “Don’t forget to go to grandpas after school.”
Meanwhile, Connor asks Flynn if he wants to go see the new movie that just came out last night. The theater is just one block away from where Flynn stands in the slimy, dark alleyway as he takes one final puff from his cigarette, and then, follows Connor into the theater.
After the movie, Flynn and Connor take the city bus across town to their favorite pizza shop, Antonio’s. Flynn stops by here every other week because Connor’s uncle Antonio owns the business. Flynn smells the freshly baked dough of the Chicago-style pizza as soon as he steps off the bus. Flynn and Connor are the last ones to leave the shop tonight. Flynn glances at the dim glow of his watch band, and he surprisingly notices the gold watch reads 11:00 p.m. He sprints to the bus stop five miles from the pizza shop as the driver barely notices Flynn through the rear view mirror running from behind. He makes it to his house out of breath at 12:15 a.m., and he slowly creeps up his long, narrow driveway, rummaging through the crunchy leaves in his backyard, and quietly sneaks into his room like a snake trying not to wake his dad. Flynn successfully arrives at his unlocked bedroom window, but Prince, Flynn’s clumsy, noisy dog, hears footsteps. Logan, Flynn’s younger brother, and his father, Luke, startled by the noise, crawl out of bed. Just as Flynn edges and struggles through the window, he encounters the dark, forbidden stare of his father. Without a single word, Flynn’s father remains composed, but inwardly, he displays rage. Flynn recognizes the unforgettable stare by his father. It is 12: 30 a.m. The light of his bedroom flickers on, and his father’s voice was all too familiar.
Dad says, “How is your night going so far? You missed curfew, again.”
Flynn replies, “I went to grandpa’s house like you told me. I lost track of time while Grandpa was showing me some old photographs.”
Dad says, “Oh really, is that so? I called grandpa’s house a couple hours ago to check up on you, and Aunt Jessie says you never showed up to give grandpa his medication. You are lucky my sister came up from Florida and is taking care of him right now. So, where did you go?”
Flynn adds, “It is none of your business. Just let me live my life. I need my space right now. So, back off!”
Dad says, “You are my son. You are my business. Tell me where you went.”
Flynn says, “I went to see a movie. That’s it. It is no big deal. Ever since mom died, you do not let me have any fun.”
Dad says, “You know grandpa’s life is different now. You need to be there for him.”
Flynn says, “What does it matter? He does not even know who I am anymore. I bet he does not even remember my name.”
Dad replies, “You’re still his grandson. I told you to do something, and you didn’t do it.”
Flynn begins to walk away towards the kitchen trying to ignore what just happened. Gradually walking up the steep, squeaky stairs toward the cold, long hallway, his dad firmly grabs at Flynn’s shoulder, twists him around, and physically thrusts at Flynn across the face giving him a ferocious black eye the size of a blueberry pancake. Flynn retaliates with a quick jab right in the gut. The physical aggression between the two turns into a heated argument, again.
Dad says, “Learn your place. You are to respect me. No phone, no television, and no friends for two months.”
Flynn says, “Are you serious? This is ridiculous!”
Dad responds, “Excuse me, and watch your attitude. Do you want to make it three months?”
Flynn slowly backs off from the argument, rolls his eyes, and starts to walk away again acting like nothing just happened, which is pretty usual around his house. Searching through the freezer for a hot pocket, Flynn places it in the microwave. Silence with a hint of anger fills the home. If either Flynn or Luke says one more word, it will be the Twins collapsing all over again.
Dad says, “For the next two months, I expect you to go to school and visit Grandpa every day. Do you understand me?”
There is hesitation by Flynn, but in the end, he thinks it is best to just keep quiet this time. Anticipating a response, Luke takes Flynn’s rebellious silence as an understanding. Flynn heads straight to bed. Meanwhile, his dad softly turns on the television to watch the evening news looking back at the moment life really changed for him and his son. Luke finally walks into the bedroom, locks the door, painfully closes his eyes, takes a deep breath, forgetting all that just took place, and begins to pray for his son. This is the first time Luke prays since his wife passed away five years ago. In the end, Luke thinks this prayer thing will eventually help.
The next day at school, Flynn catches up with his friend, Connor. Before Flynn explains himself, Connor asks him, “How come you did not text me back last night?”
Flynn replies, “My dad grounded me for missing curfew.”
Connor says, “That sucks. No, parents suck.”
Flynn says, “Agreed.”
Anxiously counting down the time until 2:30 p.m., Flynn can’t wait to leave the one place that robs him of his freedom. Flynn walks across the car-infested streets right outside the school. Flynn and Connor split as they walk in opposite directions. Flynn catches the city bus to downtown Chicago to see his grandpa. Connor looks back and wonders if Flynn will make it out alive.
Flynn pulls up to 1313 Waverly Road, a white one-story building surrounded by a beautiful design of tulips and daisies that Aunt Jessie planted right before grandma died. Flynn knocks at the door. Impatiently waiting for a response, the door finally begins to open. Flynn catches a glimpse of gramps tensely sitting motionless in a wheel chair with his eyes wide open, hands folded neatly, and the unsettling raise of his eyebrows. Flynn notices a very familiar, uncomforting stare from his grandpa. Grandpa takes a breath and asks, “Who are you?”
Flynn responds, “Flynn. Flynn. I am your grandson. Do you not remember me?”
Grandpa replies, “I recognize you, but I’m not quite sure. Please, come on in though.” After hearing these words, Flynn sinks into the dangerous quick sands of despair and depression. Flynn stares back at the same grandfather who teaches him how to tie his shoes when he was six and picked him off the bloody pavement to help him ride a bike at Webster Park at age eight.
Flynn firmly relaxes down in the brown, leather chair across from gramps. As if the clock races backwards, Flynn just wants to head home. Meanwhile, Grandpa just sits there in his reclining chair drowning in a sea of forgetfulness with the only sound coming from his cat in the other room. Grandpa continues to repeat the same questions, “How is school going? What’s your name?” After fifteen years, Flynn becomes used to these questions. After eating cream of wheat for dinner and sitting in front of the television, Flynn drags himself back home to his father around 9:00 p.m. exhausted and asks his dad, “What was grandpa like when you were a kid?”
His dad answers, “Things were not the same. You used to love sleeping at his house overnight. I remember you would always help grandpa rake the leaves in his yard or mow his freshly cut grass. Before bed, he read a section of the Bible to you every time you slept over.”
Flynn replies, “Yea, I wish I could go back to the days when grandpa would remember my name. How about as a kid, did grandpa, you know, have problems?”
Flynn awkwardly lies down on the couch in front of the television to catch the highlights on Sportscenter, and instead of ignoring what his Dad says, Flynn actually sits down and listens. Growing up, Flynn showed no respect towards his dad. Flynn did not find a common bond or connection between them. No connection between them really exists.
Dad answers Flynn’s previous question, “I always remembered he loved to play chess. This was his favorite game. He was so excited when you were born because he couldn’t wait to teach you.”
Flynn nods, “Interesting. He enjoys chess? I didn’t know that. I finally found something we have in common.”
Dad responds, “You should ask him to play some time, but if you are lucky to even finish a game, you probably will not win. Your Grandpa is the King.”
Flynn silently walks away unable to finish his remaining thought. Flynn quickly falls asleep. All he could think about was the talk he just had with his dad. For the first time since his mom died, he feels a connection between him and his father. A connection so dim but still visible.
The very next day, Luke decides to allow Flynn to sleep in on this cold, dreary Saturday. Seeing the sun rise as it beams through the thick glass of the bedroom window, Luke wakes up fresh and excited to see his boys. He decides to make Flynn and Logan breakfast before Flynn heads over to grandpa’s again. Smelling the crisp, applewood bacon like his mom used to cook, Flynn wakes up at the surprise of his dad in the kitchen. Flynn quickly bundles up, grabs his breakfast, and heads out the door. Luke smiles and feels a tear drop out of the corner of his eye.
Meanwhile, Flynn arrives at Grandpas. With the door closed like usual, Flynn avoids knocking and walks right in. “Hello, Is anyone home?” he says.
Grandpa turns around, “Why hello there. How is my favorite grandson doing? Come. Sit down. I want to show you something.”
Flynn answers, “I am all right. What’s going on here?”
Flynn cannot believe his eyes or his ears. Grandpa calls Flynn his favorite grandson. Flynn takes a moment to think to himself. Grandpa still does not recognize his name, but Grandpa at least knows Flynn is his grandson. A grin creeps up on Flynn’s face as Grandpa smiles back. Flynn spots the chess board and pieces ready for a game to be played almost anticipating Grandpa’s next question.
Grandpa asks, “Do you know how to play chess? Well, of course you do. You are my grandson. Come over here and play me.”
Flynn responds, Okay? Sure, why not?”
Flynn remembers his dad saying the night before how Grandpa Ross’s favorite game is chess, but Flynn does not think Grandpa remembers how to play. It has been so long since Gramps has actually played anybody. Flynn moves his white pawn first. After that, the game unravels itself. The intensity builds with each move, but for the first time since grandma passed away, Flynn finds something in common with Grandpa.
After studying the board for two hours, Flynn finally speaks up, “It is getting pretty late. I better head home now, so my father does not ground me again. We can finish the game tomorrow.”
Grandpa smiles, “I will be waiting for you. Hurry back. I will tell Jessie not to move any pieces. Goodbye, Flynn. Wait. I just want to tell you that I love you.”
So shocked by these final words, Flynn chokes and says, “Goodbye, gramps. I love you too. See you tomorrow.”
On the way home, Flynn floods his face with tears of happiness. Flynn does not remember the last time Grandpa says Flynn’s name out loud. Flynn never hears or sees grandpa give affection to anybody. Arriving back home, Flynn lies on his bed, slowly closing his eyes, and glancing up at the clock as time slowly begins to runs out.
Excited to visit grandpa on a beautiful Sunday morning, Flynn hugs his dad as he slowly hurries out the door. He takes the usual twenty minute bus ride to the white, simple building he is all too familiar with by now. Flynn sidesteps off the bus, and he slowly turns toward 1313 Waverly Road. Looking straight ahead, he notices a police car and an ambulance in front of the house just pulling away. Observing that the door is left wide open, Flynn walks inside, and he sees the single, empty wheelchair in front of the table where he and grandpa played chess. As the wheel chair gently stares at him, Flynn watches the chess clock, gazes down at the pieces, and notices time runs out, again. Without even finishing the game, Flynn grabs the tip of the king, and he knocks it on its side in surrender to Alzheimer’s. Flynn quietly whispers to the silent, vacant chair, “Checkmate, game over.”
Flynn, a pale, scrawny boy from the suburbs, strides off the bus on the corner of 13th street where he catches up with his best friend, Connor. Noticing the first snowflakes since March, Flynn immediately puts on his green Celtic sweatshirt as he steps into the crowded polluted streets of downtown Chicago. All Flynn could notice were the leaves changing color, kids heading back to school for the first time since June, and the heavy winds brushing up against his clothes. Located only two blocks from Grandpa Ross’s house, Flynn stands on the chaotic street corner tightly holding his navy blue Yankee ball cap so it would not blow away. At that moment, Flynn remembers his dad pointing out the night before, “Don’t forget to go to grandpas after school.”
Meanwhile, Connor asks Flynn if he wants to go see the new movie that just came out last night. The theater is just one block away from where Flynn stands in the slimy, dark alleyway as he takes one final puff from his cigarette, and then, follows Connor into the theater.
After the movie, Flynn and Connor take the city bus across town to their favorite pizza shop, Antonio’s. Flynn stops by here every other week because Connor’s uncle Antonio owns the business. Flynn smells the freshly baked dough of the Chicago-style pizza as soon as he steps off the bus. Flynn and Connor are the last ones to leave the shop tonight. Flynn glances at the dim glow of his watch band, and he surprisingly notices the gold watch reads 11:00 p.m. He sprints to the bus stop five miles from the pizza shop as the driver barely notices Flynn through the rear view mirror running from behind. He makes it to his house out of breath at 12:15 a.m., and he slowly creeps up his long, narrow driveway, rummaging through the crunchy leaves in his backyard, and quietly sneaks into his room like a snake trying not to wake his dad. Flynn successfully arrives at his unlocked bedroom window, but Prince, Flynn’s clumsy, noisy dog, hears footsteps. Logan, Flynn’s younger brother, and his father, Luke, startled by the noise, crawl out of bed. Just as Flynn edges and struggles through the window, he encounters the dark, forbidden stare of his father. Without a single word, Flynn’s father remains composed, but inwardly, he displays rage. Flynn recognizes the unforgettable stare by his father. It is 12: 30 a.m. The light of his bedroom flickers on, and his father’s voice was all too familiar.
Dad says, “How is your night going so far? You missed curfew, again.”
Flynn replies, “I went to grandpa’s house like you told me. I lost track of time while Grandpa was showing me some old photographs.”
Dad says, “Oh really, is that so? I called grandpa’s house a couple hours ago to check up on you, and Aunt Jessie says you never showed up to give grandpa his medication. You are lucky my sister came up from Florida and is taking care of him right now. So, where did you go?”
Flynn adds, “It is none of your business. Just let me live my life. I need my space right now. So, back off!”
Dad says, “You are my son. You are my business. Tell me where you went.”
Flynn says, “I went to see a movie. That’s it. It is no big deal. Ever since mom died, you do not let me have any fun.”
Dad says, “You know grandpa’s life is different now. You need to be there for him.”
Flynn says, “What does it matter? He does not even know who I am anymore. I bet he does not even remember my name.”
Dad replies, “You’re still his grandson. I told you to do something, and you didn’t do it.”
Flynn begins to walk away towards the kitchen trying to ignore what just happened. Gradually walking up the steep, squeaky stairs toward the cold, long hallway, his dad firmly grabs at Flynn’s shoulder, twists him around, and physically thrusts at Flynn across the face giving him a ferocious black eye the size of a blueberry pancake. Flynn retaliates with a quick jab right in the gut. The physical aggression between the two turns into a heated argument, again.
Dad says, “Learn your place. You are to respect me. No phone, no television, and no friends for two months.”
Flynn says, “Are you serious? This is ridiculous!”
Dad responds, “Excuse me, and watch your attitude. Do you want to make it three months?”
Flynn slowly backs off from the argument, rolls his eyes, and starts to walk away again acting like nothing just happened, which is pretty usual around his house. Searching through the freezer for a hot pocket, Flynn places it in the microwave. Silence with a hint of anger fills the home. If either Flynn or Luke says one more word, it will be the Twins collapsing all over again.
Dad says, “For the next two months, I expect you to go to school and visit Grandpa every day. Do you understand me?”
There is hesitation by Flynn, but in the end, he thinks it is best to just keep quiet this time. Anticipating a response, Luke takes Flynn’s rebellious silence as an understanding. Flynn heads straight to bed. Meanwhile, his dad softly turns on the television to watch the evening news looking back at the moment life really changed for him and his son. Luke finally walks into the bedroom, locks the door, painfully closes his eyes, takes a deep breath, forgetting all that just took place, and begins to pray for his son. This is the first time Luke prays since his wife passed away five years ago. In the end, Luke thinks this prayer thing will eventually help.
The next day at school, Flynn catches up with his friend, Connor. Before Flynn explains himself, Connor asks him, “How come you did not text me back last night?”
Flynn replies, “My dad grounded me for missing curfew.”
Connor says, “That sucks. No, parents suck.”
Flynn says, “Agreed.”
Anxiously counting down the time until 2:30 p.m., Flynn can’t wait to leave the one place that robs him of his freedom. Flynn walks across the car-infested streets right outside the school. Flynn and Connor split as they walk in opposite directions. Flynn catches the city bus to downtown Chicago to see his grandpa. Connor looks back and wonders if Flynn will make it out alive.
Flynn pulls up to 1313 Waverly Road, a white one-story building surrounded by a beautiful design of tulips and daisies that Aunt Jessie planted right before grandma died. Flynn knocks at the door. Impatiently waiting for a response, the door finally begins to open. Flynn catches a glimpse of gramps tensely sitting motionless in a wheel chair with his eyes wide open, hands folded neatly, and the unsettling raise of his eyebrows. Flynn notices a very familiar, uncomforting stare from his grandpa. Grandpa takes a breath and asks, “Who are you?”
Flynn responds, “Flynn. Flynn. I am your grandson. Do you not remember me?”
Grandpa replies, “I recognize you, but I’m not quite sure. Please, come on in though.” After hearing these words, Flynn sinks into the dangerous quick sands of despair and depression. Flynn stares back at the same grandfather who teaches him how to tie his shoes when he was six and picked him off the bloody pavement to help him ride a bike at Webster Park at age eight.
Flynn firmly relaxes down in the brown, leather chair across from gramps. As if the clock races backwards, Flynn just wants to head home. Meanwhile, Grandpa just sits there in his reclining chair drowning in a sea of forgetfulness with the only sound coming from his cat in the other room. Grandpa continues to repeat the same questions, “How is school going? What’s your name?” After fifteen years, Flynn becomes used to these questions. After eating cream of wheat for dinner and sitting in front of the television, Flynn drags himself back home to his father around 9:00 p.m. exhausted and asks his dad, “What was grandpa like when you were a kid?”
His dad answers, “Things were not the same. You used to love sleeping at his house overnight. I remember you would always help grandpa rake the leaves in his yard or mow his freshly cut grass. Before bed, he read a section of the Bible to you every time you slept over.”
Flynn replies, “Yea, I wish I could go back to the days when grandpa would remember my name. How about as a kid, did grandpa, you know, have problems?”
Flynn awkwardly lies down on the couch in front of the television to catch the highlights on Sportscenter, and instead of ignoring what his Dad says, Flynn actually sits down and listens. Growing up, Flynn showed no respect towards his dad. Flynn did not find a common bond or connection between them. No connection between them really exists.
Dad answers Flynn’s previous question, “I always remembered he loved to play chess. This was his favorite game. He was so excited when you were born because he couldn’t wait to teach you.”
Flynn nods, “Interesting. He enjoys chess? I didn’t know that. I finally found something we have in common.”
Dad responds, “You should ask him to play some time, but if you are lucky to even finish a game, you probably will not win. Your Grandpa is the King.”
Flynn silently walks away unable to finish his remaining thought. Flynn quickly falls asleep. All he could think about was the talk he just had with his dad. For the first time since his mom died, he feels a connection between him and his father. A connection so dim but still visible.
The very next day, Luke decides to allow Flynn to sleep in on this cold, dreary Saturday. Seeing the sun rise as it beams through the thick glass of the bedroom window, Luke wakes up fresh and excited to see his boys. He decides to make Flynn and Logan breakfast before Flynn heads over to grandpa’s again. Smelling the crisp, applewood bacon like his mom used to cook, Flynn wakes up at the surprise of his dad in the kitchen. Flynn quickly bundles up, grabs his breakfast, and heads out the door. Luke smiles and feels a tear drop out of the corner of his eye.
Meanwhile, Flynn arrives at Grandpas. With the door closed like usual, Flynn avoids knocking and walks right in. “Hello, Is anyone home?” he says.
Grandpa turns around, “Why hello there. How is my favorite grandson doing? Come. Sit down. I want to show you something.”
Flynn answers, “I am all right. What’s going on here?”
Flynn cannot believe his eyes or his ears. Grandpa calls Flynn his favorite grandson. Flynn takes a moment to think to himself. Grandpa still does not recognize his name, but Grandpa at least knows Flynn is his grandson. A grin creeps up on Flynn’s face as Grandpa smiles back. Flynn spots the chess board and pieces ready for a game to be played almost anticipating Grandpa’s next question.
Grandpa asks, “Do you know how to play chess? Well, of course you do. You are my grandson. Come over here and play me.”
Flynn responds, Okay? Sure, why not?”
Flynn remembers his dad saying the night before how Grandpa Ross’s favorite game is chess, but Flynn does not think Grandpa remembers how to play. It has been so long since Gramps has actually played anybody. Flynn moves his white pawn first. After that, the game unravels itself. The intensity builds with each move, but for the first time since grandma passed away, Flynn finds something in common with Grandpa.
After studying the board for two hours, Flynn finally speaks up, “It is getting pretty late. I better head home now, so my father does not ground me again. We can finish the game tomorrow.”
Grandpa smiles, “I will be waiting for you. Hurry back. I will tell Jessie not to move any pieces. Goodbye, Flynn. Wait. I just want to tell you that I love you.”
So shocked by these final words, Flynn chokes and says, “Goodbye, gramps. I love you too. See you tomorrow.”
On the way home, Flynn floods his face with tears of happiness. Flynn does not remember the last time Grandpa says Flynn’s name out loud. Flynn never hears or sees grandpa give affection to anybody. Arriving back home, Flynn lies on his bed, slowly closing his eyes, and glancing up at the clock as time slowly begins to runs out.
Excited to visit grandpa on a beautiful Sunday morning, Flynn hugs his dad as he slowly hurries out the door. He takes the usual twenty minute bus ride to the white, simple building he is all too familiar with by now. Flynn sidesteps off the bus, and he slowly turns toward 1313 Waverly Road. Looking straight ahead, he notices a police car and an ambulance in front of the house just pulling away. Observing that the door is left wide open, Flynn walks inside, and he sees the single, empty wheelchair in front of the table where he and grandpa played chess. As the wheel chair gently stares at him, Flynn watches the chess clock, gazes down at the pieces, and notices time runs out, again. Without even finishing the game, Flynn grabs the tip of the king, and he knocks it on its side in surrender to Alzheimer’s. Flynn quietly whispers to the silent, vacant chair, “Checkmate, game over.”
Thursday, August 25, 2011
Humility
I do not think I have ever written about humility before. I know what it is, and I know what it means. However, it is very hard to show humility when around other people. Being humble is difficult to do for everyone including myself, but God calls us to be humble. No matter the type of people we hang around or the environment in which we live and work, God wants each one of us to be humble because God sent his only Son into this world not to be served but to graciously and humbly serve those around him. Jesus is the ultimate example of what humility truly is. As Christians, we are followers of Jesus Christ. If we consider ourselves to be followers of Christ, we walk in Jesus' footsteps and show humility. It does not matter how much we are persecuted by others. It does not matter if the people around us are constantly getting the attention, the praise, and are being exalted. Trials and tribulations are inevitable in this life. If Jesus can be humble and go through persecutions, then so can we if we place our faith and trust in the Lord Jesus Christ. Bottom line is that in due time, those who are humbled will be exalted eventually (if not on Earth, for sure in Heaven). Those who exalt themselves will be humbled and those who humble themselves will be exalted some day by Jesus Christ.
Tuesday, August 23, 2011
Rediscover
What is your purpose here on this Earth? What has God been calling you to do? Sometimes, as humans, we lose track of what is really important in this short life. We take our eyes off what really matters, and we start focusing on little, insignificant things that waste our lives away. When we start doing things that we want to do instead of doing the things that God wants, life can go down hill very quickly. No matter where you are in this world today, there is always a point of return to God's amazing grace and love. There is always a time to rediscover who you are and your identity in Jesus Christ. There is always a time to redefine who you are and to rediscover the purpose God has for you because each one of us has a God-given gift or talent. Our job is to use our gifts to further the kingdom and to serve because God did not put us on this Earth to be served by others, but instead, God has a significant purpose for each person to serve one another.
Instead of doing the insignificant things that you have been doing in the past, look to God for hope in the future because he does have a magnificent plan for you. In order to see this plan, you must acknowledge that God is in control of your life. Once you acknowledge that God is behind the wheel, you can trust God that He will get you through anything in your life. Come back to what really matters in this world. In reality, there is only one thing that really, truly matters: a relationship with Jesus Christ. Do not forget who you are because you, individually, matter. You matter to God. Rediscover yourself, and follow the plan God has for you.
Do not get discouraged when someone tells you are not good enough. Do not worry when you feel lost or lonely. Do not stress over the little things. Let God lead you through the anxious, challenging moments, but you should never give up.
As followers of Jesus Christ, we should not only rediscover our identity and calling, we should rediscover our individual relationships with God and our hearts of worship. If you feel lost in this world, ask yourself one question: Am I living for God? Live inside out for God. Part of being a Christian means spending quiet time with God by reading the Bible, worshipping, and praying. However, there is another part that gets overlooked by many. This part is taking the individual time with God and turning it inside out for Jesus. Live out loud for Jesus with your actions and words when you are with friends, families, and strangers.
Whenever you feel down, discouraged, afraid, insignificant, lost, unimportant, or depressed, rediscover who you are because who you are makes you beautiful from the point of view of Jesus.
Instead of doing the insignificant things that you have been doing in the past, look to God for hope in the future because he does have a magnificent plan for you. In order to see this plan, you must acknowledge that God is in control of your life. Once you acknowledge that God is behind the wheel, you can trust God that He will get you through anything in your life. Come back to what really matters in this world. In reality, there is only one thing that really, truly matters: a relationship with Jesus Christ. Do not forget who you are because you, individually, matter. You matter to God. Rediscover yourself, and follow the plan God has for you.
Do not get discouraged when someone tells you are not good enough. Do not worry when you feel lost or lonely. Do not stress over the little things. Let God lead you through the anxious, challenging moments, but you should never give up.
As followers of Jesus Christ, we should not only rediscover our identity and calling, we should rediscover our individual relationships with God and our hearts of worship. If you feel lost in this world, ask yourself one question: Am I living for God? Live inside out for God. Part of being a Christian means spending quiet time with God by reading the Bible, worshipping, and praying. However, there is another part that gets overlooked by many. This part is taking the individual time with God and turning it inside out for Jesus. Live out loud for Jesus with your actions and words when you are with friends, families, and strangers.
Whenever you feel down, discouraged, afraid, insignificant, lost, unimportant, or depressed, rediscover who you are because who you are makes you beautiful from the point of view of Jesus.
Thursday, August 11, 2011
Comeback Stories
Who does not like a good comeback story? These stories are pretty much what make the news of this world exciting, and these stories help make people optimistic about the future. Hearing about a comeback usually gives a person a sense of joy, excitement, and hope for the future. It is always intriguing to hear about the small, 5'7" baseball player from Arizona State make it to the big leagues as an all-star, MVP, Gold Glove winner, and Rookie of the Year for the Boston Red Sox. It is powerful to hear and see the men and women of the armed forces return home after years of fighting for their country. It is amazing when millions of people around the world are fighting life-threatening diseases, and they are persevering. The world is filled with miracles and second chances because we have a God who is so merciful. He has the power to do good in your life when you place your trust and eternal hope in Jesus Christ. Before you knew God, you were sinner, but after coming to the realization that you needed Jesus in your life, God turned your life upside down and gave you your own personal comeback story for the ages. This story is so powerful that even the angels are rejoicing and getting excited about. Even after being in a relationship with Jesus my entire life, I still screw up, make mistakes, and need the tremendous grace and mercy that God has to offer to me and everyone in this world. If you need God's mercy today, just ask Him. God will forgive you, and he will give you a comeback story that you can share with the people around you. Accepting Jesus Christ as Lord and Savior is the greatest and most powerful comeback story a person can ever have because your story will aid you on your difficult, yet rewarding walk with God. This story is your way of witnessing to the world. It is your way of letting people know that there is optimism, peace, and hope in this world for those who comeback and place their trust in Jesus. I know I have had several opportunities that God has given to me in order to share my comeback story and witness to friends and strangers. Despite not taking full advantage of those opportunities like I should, God still gives me hope. He still gives me comfort and strength, so I can be fully equipped and ready to take advantage of the opportunities to witness today and in the future. In the end, God has a comeback story for each one of us. Follow Him, and He will use you and your story for the good of His Kingdom.
Friday, August 5, 2011
Taking the Back Road
Do you ever wish you had more time throughout the day to accomplish tasks that must get done? Do you ever feel stressed from the busyness ans the chaos of this world? Do you feel like you are alone, you are drowning, and you are about to give up because there are so many things happening out there that it is hard to keep up? I know I can answer yes to all of those questions, and I bet you can too. It is so easy to get caught up in all that the world has to offer, so we forget the truly important and special things in life. We forget why we are here. We forget our purpose. Life is so short. There is no reason to get caught up in a world of troubles. If we get caught up in the stresses and the chaos of this life, how are we supposed to fulfill a purpose that God has for each and every one of us? How are we supposed to enjoy life? If you are struggling to answer these questions like I am, think about this next thought. Someone once told me that you are not truly living until you are absolutely ready to die. I think this idea is so true because it reminds us why we are here on Earth. We are on Earth for God to further the Kingdom. You are not here for yourself. You are here for service to others and obedience to God and his amazing will. So, it is important to take time off from the world. Each day, it is important to shut your brain off from the things happening around you and take time to talk to your Creator, listen to what He has to say, and act on what he tells you. Enjoy this life while you can because death is near for us all. I used to be afraid of death and even talking about it was somewhat scary, but I realized that I do not have anything to be scared of because I know where I am going when my time comes. I know life is a climb, but every once in awhile, I like to drive down the back road, listen to some country music, relax, and I have a wonderful time talking and listening to God. Taking the back road does not mean taking a shortcut. It means taking time out of your busy schedule to enjoy the life you have and to dig deeper in your relationship with Jesus Christ.
Saturday, July 16, 2011
Who are you to say I am not good enough....
How many times have you been told you are not good enough to do something? I know I have been told I am not good enough plenty of times, but every time I am told that I am not good enough, I come back stronger, prove them wrong, and remember the unique purpose/calling that God has created for me. God uniquely put me on this Earth to do great things in my community, city, state, country, and in the world. God put each individual on this Earth for a specific, unique reason. When someone tells you that you are a nobody, just remember that you are significantly important in God's eyes. God sees something truly special in everybody. No matter what profession, race, skin color, talent, skill, ability, gift, language, or ethnicity, God can use you. God is on your side.
Never say you are not good enough because in the end, the only opinion that matters is God's. God always thinks you are good enough, and He will never give up on you no matter if you are a follower of Jesus Christ or not. He is there for you. You do not have to be discouraged when you have hope, trust, and faith in Jesus Christ. There is nothing to be afraid of. Just like 2 Timothy 1:7 says, "For God did not give us a spirit of timidity, but a spirit of power, of love, and of self-discipline."
Who says you are not good enough? You may not be perfect, but you are beautiful in the eyes of your Creator. Do not forget that.
Never say you are not good enough because in the end, the only opinion that matters is God's. God always thinks you are good enough, and He will never give up on you no matter if you are a follower of Jesus Christ or not. He is there for you. You do not have to be discouraged when you have hope, trust, and faith in Jesus Christ. There is nothing to be afraid of. Just like 2 Timothy 1:7 says, "For God did not give us a spirit of timidity, but a spirit of power, of love, and of self-discipline."
Who says you are not good enough? You may not be perfect, but you are beautiful in the eyes of your Creator. Do not forget that.
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
Taking Chances
Is there purpose to life if we never take chances? For me, life is about risk. Without risk, there would be no life (and no insurance companies for that matter). Every person takes chances in his or her life on a daily basis whether we are consciously aware of those chances or not. We might take the chance to move outside of our comfort zone and talk to the person who is always sitting by himself in the lunch room. We might take the chance to go out on a date with someone, and that date might lead to a long, happy relationship. We might take the chance to reconnect with a family member after many years of a distant relationship. Life is about taking risks. When we take risks, we are unsure about what is going to happen, but we trust God that He will provide for us now and in the future. When we take a chance in a certain situation, we are taking a leap of faith to reach out to others, to inspire, to encourage, to improve ourselves and relationship with God, and to climb up the mountaintop.
What does it mean to climb up the mountaintop? I hear this phrase as a metaphor in many songs. This phrase especially reminds me of the song by Miley Cyrus called The Climb. What is this phrase a metaphor for? In my opinion, it is a metaphor for life. It is a metaphor for the tough climb each individual has in this world. We will all face challenges, hardships, difficulties, pain, and sorrow, but eventually, we will all find the top of the mountain. The top of the mountain is what comes after hard work, perseverance, and endurance. The top of the mountain is the hard fought battle that we win after finishing the race and following God's light until the very end. Just like the climb up a mountain, life can be a risky, dangerous terrain. There is so much uncertainty out in the world right now, and one small slip can cause us to fall.
To get to the top of the mountain, we must take risks because even though we might fall every once in awhile, we know we have God who will always be by our side ready to hold us and pick us up off our feet when we fall into trouble and sorrow. Taking chances is about having faith in God among the difficulties, imperfections, and the uncertainties of this world. When we have faith in God, we lose doubt and gain an understanding that all things are possible. We understand that all things are possible, and we can conquer the impossible, take a leap of faith, and take risks to lead others to Christ.
The biggest risk that anyone on this Earth can take is to accept Jesus Christ as their Lord and Savior. This is the biggest risk because it has the biggest reward. Having a relationship with God is an amazing thing. Personally, it has changed my life drastically. My relationship with God has given me new hope, a better attitude and outlook on life, it has given me a deeper thirst for spiritual knowledge, it has made me a better writer, and this special relationship has given me a chance to follow in Jesus's footsteps as a disciple of Christ in order to shine His light. Getting to know God is a life-changing experience on a daily basis. Taking the chance to follow in Christ's footsteps is a difficult challenge filled with imperfections and troubles, but it is an amazing opportunity because in the end, the only thing that will matter is your relationship with Jesus Christ.
What does it mean to climb up the mountaintop? I hear this phrase as a metaphor in many songs. This phrase especially reminds me of the song by Miley Cyrus called The Climb. What is this phrase a metaphor for? In my opinion, it is a metaphor for life. It is a metaphor for the tough climb each individual has in this world. We will all face challenges, hardships, difficulties, pain, and sorrow, but eventually, we will all find the top of the mountain. The top of the mountain is what comes after hard work, perseverance, and endurance. The top of the mountain is the hard fought battle that we win after finishing the race and following God's light until the very end. Just like the climb up a mountain, life can be a risky, dangerous terrain. There is so much uncertainty out in the world right now, and one small slip can cause us to fall.
To get to the top of the mountain, we must take risks because even though we might fall every once in awhile, we know we have God who will always be by our side ready to hold us and pick us up off our feet when we fall into trouble and sorrow. Taking chances is about having faith in God among the difficulties, imperfections, and the uncertainties of this world. When we have faith in God, we lose doubt and gain an understanding that all things are possible. We understand that all things are possible, and we can conquer the impossible, take a leap of faith, and take risks to lead others to Christ.
The biggest risk that anyone on this Earth can take is to accept Jesus Christ as their Lord and Savior. This is the biggest risk because it has the biggest reward. Having a relationship with God is an amazing thing. Personally, it has changed my life drastically. My relationship with God has given me new hope, a better attitude and outlook on life, it has given me a deeper thirst for spiritual knowledge, it has made me a better writer, and this special relationship has given me a chance to follow in Jesus's footsteps as a disciple of Christ in order to shine His light. Getting to know God is a life-changing experience on a daily basis. Taking the chance to follow in Christ's footsteps is a difficult challenge filled with imperfections and troubles, but it is an amazing opportunity because in the end, the only thing that will matter is your relationship with Jesus Christ.
The Impact Alcohol Advertising on Television has on a Youth’s Decisions to Drink
Here is an old paper I wrote back in 12th grade for my media literacy and research class. I love to go back and see how I progress as a writer.
When a teenager reaches the age of fifteen, they will have viewed about 75,000 alcohol advertisements (CQ Researcher, 1992). Furthermore, out of all the high school students in America, about 80% of them drink some alcohol (American Academy of Pediatrics, 2009). In addition, they are viewing approximately 2,000 commercials for alcohol per year (American Academy of Pediatrics, 1995). Is there a connection between alcohol advertising on television and a youth’s decisions to drink? Is there a problem in the alcohol industry? Do parents need to do a better job of monitoring what their kids watch? How can parents play a role in their child’s media intake? Alcohol advertising has had a huge influence on underage drinkers. Alcohol advertising on television attracts and impacts a youth’s decisions to drink because the advertisements connect alcohol with attributes that a typical youth finds significant, the advertisements use specific techniques that attract youth to alcohol, and the advertisements teach the youth of today that a part of everyday life involves alcohol.
Alcohol advertising on television attracts and impacts a youth’s decisions to drink because the advertisements connect alcohol with friendship. Friendship is a typical attribute that a typical youth finds significant. A lot of the television advertisements on television will have this value. Youth value friendship greatly. They are always doing what their friends are doing. This is called peer pressure. This means youth are influencing other youth. If a person’s friends are drinking, they are going to want to drink too, so they do not feel left out. This is being taught to youth on the alcohol commercials and programs. Friends have to do everything together, even drink. An example that shows alcohol consumption in association with friendship is That 70s Show. Youth not only value friendship, they value excitement.
Alcohol advertising on television attracts and impacts a youth’s decisions to drink because the advertisements connect alcohol with sex and fun. Some of television alcohol advertisements show pictures of attractive women. These types of advertisements give the message that if men drink a certain brand of beer or alcohol, they will have attractive women in their lives to make them happy. These types of alcohol commercials are most frequently attracted by male youth. Almost all male youth want sex. To add to that, these are shown on programs that male teenagers usually like to watch which sports programs are. Examples of these programs include Monday Night Football and the Super Bowl. Plus, a teenager values fun and excitement. Most of the alcohol advertising a teen sees on television involves some sort of fun and excitement. Fun and excitement is what a youth wants to see because they are generally big risk takers. These values are also common on programs that male youth tend to watch. Examples of these shows include That 70s Show, The Simpsons, and Family Guy. Fun and excitement is also common on many of the Budweiser commercials. To clarify, male youth are more impacted by today’s alcohol advertising on television than female youth are impacted. Alcohol advertising can even impact a child who is only six years old.
There is another side to the issue. Some people believe that alcohol advertising does not impact and attract youth to alcohol because they are too young to understand the humor, values, cartoons, and slogans of the advertisements on television. They are not yet media literate, and they do not have any knowledge about the advertising techniques that the campaigns used unlike adults. The alcohol industry targets adults where only adult viewers receive the messages that the advertisements bring. Youth today are being impacted not by television, but by their heredity, beliefs, attitudes, and peers. Television advertisement has very little impact on a youth’s decisions to drink.
Alcohol advertising on television attracts and impacts a youth’s decisions to drink because the advertisements connect alcohol with the values of wealth and success. To continue, alcohol commercials associate their brands of alcohol with class. This is telling viewers that if they want to be rich and successful, they have to drink this beer or drink this wine. Teens value money and success because they never have enough money and always are left wanting more. This message is often found on situational comedies where a person needs alcohol to be successful, rich, and have sex. Sitcoms are mainly attracted by younger audiences. Alcohol advertisements have incorporated teen values into shows that teens find attractive. The impact of alcohol by youth can be explained by the advertising techniques of the commercials.
Alcohol advertising on television impacts youth decisions to drink because the cartoons, slogans, animal characters, and the other methods in the commercials attract youth to alcohol. The alcohol industry does not try to attract underage viewers, but youth have actually enjoyed and looked forward to the commercials. Alcohol advertisements have used animals such as dogs, lizards, and frogs (American Academy of Pediatrics, 2009). In order to clarify, in 1996, there was a study done to see which television characters were most recognized by nine to eleven-year-olds. When the study was done, the Budweiser frogs overpowered the Power Rangers, Tony the Tiger, and Smokey the Bear (American Academy of Pediatrics, 2009). The study was from Anheuser-Busch’s frog campaign. The Budweiser slogan was popular and well recognized by the youth as well compared to other slogans (Media awareness network, 2009). The $2 billion that the industry spent in 2002 went towards attracting customers not knowing the industry attracted youth as well (Strasburger1, 1999). Since alcohol advertisements attract teens, they have become educators of alcohol for youth. Truly, it is not shocking that youth know more brands of beer than presidents, and, to add to that, 25% of the alcohol is consumed by the youth today (American Academy of Pediatrics, 2009). The messages of these advertisements are being developed into a child’s brain in as early as six years of age (Media awareness network, 2009). When youth enter third and fourth grade, they start to establish positive links with alcohol. So, this is the age where parents, teachers, and other educators need to be with their children when they watch television to clarify the meanings of the advertisements. This is the grade where media literacy should start. It is when youth enter their teenage years that becomes the most dangerous years because they are making the verdict on whether to use alcohol or not. They have no knowledge of alcohol consumption, and they have no understanding or approach to the advertising ideas alcohol brings. So, they are in the years of temptation and trial. Meanwhile, alcohol advertising does not have as a great effect on older teens because their brains are already developed (Media awareness network, 2009). The alcohol messages have already matured in their brains. Older teens are the role models to the younger children. For example, if a twelve-year-old boy sees an older celebrity he likes drinking, he is going to try alcohol to be like his role model. To summarize, alcohol advertising has a greater impact on younger children, so it is important to have children learn about the media at an early age from schools, parents, and responsible adults.
Alcohol advertising on television attracts and impacts youth decisions to drink because the advertisements teach a typical youth that a part of everyday life involves alcohol, and that it is a passage way to manhood or adulthood. The messages that alcohol advertisements tell have the most influence on children who do not know much about alcohol at all (Media awareness network, 2009). The ones who know the dangers of alcohol, and the ones that know all the bad side effects of alcohol are generally the ones who are the safest from the messaging that alcohol advertising tells (Media awareness network, 2009). They are safe from alcohol advertisements on television, but it does not mean they are safe from peer pressure, family influences, heredity, societal attitudes, and beliefs. Still, the alcohol advertisements on televisions are teaching children and emphasizing the thought that a part of life is alcohol consumption. It gives the message that alcohol consumption is something that relieves people’s problems, stress, and allows people to have fun in their life. The message is especially strong among youth because their brains are still developing. They have a lot of stress, problems, and concerns throughout the week with school and homework. The youth feel like they need to unwind, relax, and have some rebellious fun by drinking alcohol.
It is not surprising that alcohol is involved in so many of the injuries and deaths in the United States of America, especially among the young people today. There is a strong connection between alcohol advertising on television and a youth’s decisions to drink. There is a problem in the alcohol industry. Youth are obviously attracted to alcohol commercials and advertisements because the alcohol industry has incorporated teen values into their campaigns. These values are friendship, sex, humor, class, wealth, and success. In addition, there are many more, but these are just some of the major ones. In turn, these values reinforce a youth’s impressions about alcohol. Next to that, they are attracted to alcohol advertising on television because they use cartoons and animal characters like the Budweiser frogs. The alcohol industry says it does not target underage drinkers. Today’s alcohol advertisements have been educating and showing today’s youth that a part of everyday life involves alcohol consumption. They explain to the youth that they should drink to have a fun way to relax and hang out with friends. Parents can help the issue with alcohol advertising by monitoring what their children watch. Today, they have the opportunity to block certain channels in their homes to prevent youth from watching certain shows that display alcohol. Parents need to know what their kids watch. Parents should engage and spend time with their children explaining the things their children see on the television. Alcohol ads on television are major contributors to alcohol consumption by youth. There are many more places where youth get information about alcohol. These places include billboards, magazines, sporting events, and the internet. So, dealing with the issue of alcohol ads on television is only a small step to solving the overall underage drinking problem. Most important, America needs to do something about today’s alcohol industry if it wants to see smarter and healthier youth in the future.
When a teenager reaches the age of fifteen, they will have viewed about 75,000 alcohol advertisements (CQ Researcher, 1992). Furthermore, out of all the high school students in America, about 80% of them drink some alcohol (American Academy of Pediatrics, 2009). In addition, they are viewing approximately 2,000 commercials for alcohol per year (American Academy of Pediatrics, 1995). Is there a connection between alcohol advertising on television and a youth’s decisions to drink? Is there a problem in the alcohol industry? Do parents need to do a better job of monitoring what their kids watch? How can parents play a role in their child’s media intake? Alcohol advertising has had a huge influence on underage drinkers. Alcohol advertising on television attracts and impacts a youth’s decisions to drink because the advertisements connect alcohol with attributes that a typical youth finds significant, the advertisements use specific techniques that attract youth to alcohol, and the advertisements teach the youth of today that a part of everyday life involves alcohol.
Alcohol advertising on television attracts and impacts a youth’s decisions to drink because the advertisements connect alcohol with friendship. Friendship is a typical attribute that a typical youth finds significant. A lot of the television advertisements on television will have this value. Youth value friendship greatly. They are always doing what their friends are doing. This is called peer pressure. This means youth are influencing other youth. If a person’s friends are drinking, they are going to want to drink too, so they do not feel left out. This is being taught to youth on the alcohol commercials and programs. Friends have to do everything together, even drink. An example that shows alcohol consumption in association with friendship is That 70s Show. Youth not only value friendship, they value excitement.
Alcohol advertising on television attracts and impacts a youth’s decisions to drink because the advertisements connect alcohol with sex and fun. Some of television alcohol advertisements show pictures of attractive women. These types of advertisements give the message that if men drink a certain brand of beer or alcohol, they will have attractive women in their lives to make them happy. These types of alcohol commercials are most frequently attracted by male youth. Almost all male youth want sex. To add to that, these are shown on programs that male teenagers usually like to watch which sports programs are. Examples of these programs include Monday Night Football and the Super Bowl. Plus, a teenager values fun and excitement. Most of the alcohol advertising a teen sees on television involves some sort of fun and excitement. Fun and excitement is what a youth wants to see because they are generally big risk takers. These values are also common on programs that male youth tend to watch. Examples of these shows include That 70s Show, The Simpsons, and Family Guy. Fun and excitement is also common on many of the Budweiser commercials. To clarify, male youth are more impacted by today’s alcohol advertising on television than female youth are impacted. Alcohol advertising can even impact a child who is only six years old.
There is another side to the issue. Some people believe that alcohol advertising does not impact and attract youth to alcohol because they are too young to understand the humor, values, cartoons, and slogans of the advertisements on television. They are not yet media literate, and they do not have any knowledge about the advertising techniques that the campaigns used unlike adults. The alcohol industry targets adults where only adult viewers receive the messages that the advertisements bring. Youth today are being impacted not by television, but by their heredity, beliefs, attitudes, and peers. Television advertisement has very little impact on a youth’s decisions to drink.
Alcohol advertising on television attracts and impacts a youth’s decisions to drink because the advertisements connect alcohol with the values of wealth and success. To continue, alcohol commercials associate their brands of alcohol with class. This is telling viewers that if they want to be rich and successful, they have to drink this beer or drink this wine. Teens value money and success because they never have enough money and always are left wanting more. This message is often found on situational comedies where a person needs alcohol to be successful, rich, and have sex. Sitcoms are mainly attracted by younger audiences. Alcohol advertisements have incorporated teen values into shows that teens find attractive. The impact of alcohol by youth can be explained by the advertising techniques of the commercials.
Alcohol advertising on television impacts youth decisions to drink because the cartoons, slogans, animal characters, and the other methods in the commercials attract youth to alcohol. The alcohol industry does not try to attract underage viewers, but youth have actually enjoyed and looked forward to the commercials. Alcohol advertisements have used animals such as dogs, lizards, and frogs (American Academy of Pediatrics, 2009). In order to clarify, in 1996, there was a study done to see which television characters were most recognized by nine to eleven-year-olds. When the study was done, the Budweiser frogs overpowered the Power Rangers, Tony the Tiger, and Smokey the Bear (American Academy of Pediatrics, 2009). The study was from Anheuser-Busch’s frog campaign. The Budweiser slogan was popular and well recognized by the youth as well compared to other slogans (Media awareness network, 2009). The $2 billion that the industry spent in 2002 went towards attracting customers not knowing the industry attracted youth as well (Strasburger1, 1999). Since alcohol advertisements attract teens, they have become educators of alcohol for youth. Truly, it is not shocking that youth know more brands of beer than presidents, and, to add to that, 25% of the alcohol is consumed by the youth today (American Academy of Pediatrics, 2009). The messages of these advertisements are being developed into a child’s brain in as early as six years of age (Media awareness network, 2009). When youth enter third and fourth grade, they start to establish positive links with alcohol. So, this is the age where parents, teachers, and other educators need to be with their children when they watch television to clarify the meanings of the advertisements. This is the grade where media literacy should start. It is when youth enter their teenage years that becomes the most dangerous years because they are making the verdict on whether to use alcohol or not. They have no knowledge of alcohol consumption, and they have no understanding or approach to the advertising ideas alcohol brings. So, they are in the years of temptation and trial. Meanwhile, alcohol advertising does not have as a great effect on older teens because their brains are already developed (Media awareness network, 2009). The alcohol messages have already matured in their brains. Older teens are the role models to the younger children. For example, if a twelve-year-old boy sees an older celebrity he likes drinking, he is going to try alcohol to be like his role model. To summarize, alcohol advertising has a greater impact on younger children, so it is important to have children learn about the media at an early age from schools, parents, and responsible adults.
Alcohol advertising on television attracts and impacts youth decisions to drink because the advertisements teach a typical youth that a part of everyday life involves alcohol, and that it is a passage way to manhood or adulthood. The messages that alcohol advertisements tell have the most influence on children who do not know much about alcohol at all (Media awareness network, 2009). The ones who know the dangers of alcohol, and the ones that know all the bad side effects of alcohol are generally the ones who are the safest from the messaging that alcohol advertising tells (Media awareness network, 2009). They are safe from alcohol advertisements on television, but it does not mean they are safe from peer pressure, family influences, heredity, societal attitudes, and beliefs. Still, the alcohol advertisements on televisions are teaching children and emphasizing the thought that a part of life is alcohol consumption. It gives the message that alcohol consumption is something that relieves people’s problems, stress, and allows people to have fun in their life. The message is especially strong among youth because their brains are still developing. They have a lot of stress, problems, and concerns throughout the week with school and homework. The youth feel like they need to unwind, relax, and have some rebellious fun by drinking alcohol.
It is not surprising that alcohol is involved in so many of the injuries and deaths in the United States of America, especially among the young people today. There is a strong connection between alcohol advertising on television and a youth’s decisions to drink. There is a problem in the alcohol industry. Youth are obviously attracted to alcohol commercials and advertisements because the alcohol industry has incorporated teen values into their campaigns. These values are friendship, sex, humor, class, wealth, and success. In addition, there are many more, but these are just some of the major ones. In turn, these values reinforce a youth’s impressions about alcohol. Next to that, they are attracted to alcohol advertising on television because they use cartoons and animal characters like the Budweiser frogs. The alcohol industry says it does not target underage drinkers. Today’s alcohol advertisements have been educating and showing today’s youth that a part of everyday life involves alcohol consumption. They explain to the youth that they should drink to have a fun way to relax and hang out with friends. Parents can help the issue with alcohol advertising by monitoring what their children watch. Today, they have the opportunity to block certain channels in their homes to prevent youth from watching certain shows that display alcohol. Parents need to know what their kids watch. Parents should engage and spend time with their children explaining the things their children see on the television. Alcohol ads on television are major contributors to alcohol consumption by youth. There are many more places where youth get information about alcohol. These places include billboards, magazines, sporting events, and the internet. So, dealing with the issue of alcohol ads on television is only a small step to solving the overall underage drinking problem. Most important, America needs to do something about today’s alcohol industry if it wants to see smarter and healthier youth in the future.
Saturday, May 21, 2011
Inadequacy
Have you ever felt you are not good enough to do something? I know I have had that feeling many, many times. In fact, I have that inadequate feeling right now as I write. I feel somewhat depressed because I feel like I am useless. I feel like my social/talking anxiety is what is making me feel this way. My shyness is a weakness I must overcome in order to meet new people, evangelize to non-Christians, and find a job with a potential employer someday. I feel like I have a long way to go in order to overcome this mighty obstacle. Because of my shyness, constant stuttering, and poor talking ability, I lack the number one skill that employers look for in employees: communication. This skill is a huge challenge in my life right now, but I know God has a purpose for putting this obstacle right in front of me. I know God will get me through anything no matter how difficult. My communication with other people is going to slowly develop as I grow older, but probably not develop as fast as I would like it to be.
However, this inadequacy has not slowed me down one bit. Even though it is difficult for me to do, I still enjoy helping and talking to different people. I still like to do what I do best: write. I still like to play and write music for the joy of others. I still enjoy going to Church. I am still passionate about worshiping God with all my heart. I still have a thirst for knowledge, academic growth, and spiritual development. Overall, despite my communication inadequacy, I am living a good life because I know I always have Jesus Christ right by my side holding me tightly no matter how hard the rain falls and no matter how big a challenge the storms of my life become.
I am thankful for my inadequacy because it has showed me my true calling on this Earth. It has revealed the purpose God has for me. I was put on this earth to inspire people through my writing, music, and my passion for sports. I was not put on this earth to be a vocal leader, but God has a place for me as a leader by example. I thank God for my inadequacies because they have taught me that I have imperfections, and I can use these imperfections to serve Christ. My inadequacies have strengthened my faith immensely, and they have taught me to trust and rely on God for everything. Inadequacies are the challenges in my life, and these inadequacies are preparing me for the plan God has for me to serve other people.
In conclusion, we all fall short of perfection. We all have inadequacies that we may not like, but the important thing is not to worry because God has a unique purpose for each person in the world. No matter how big or small we may be, we always have God who will help us through the good times and the difficult times. You just got to have faith and trust in God that he will provide for you. All you have to do is ask. For example, if you have a fear of public speaking like I do, ask God to give you the words that you want to say in front of other people. God will help you through any circumstance. God wants to see us succeed and overcome our challenges. So, if you are struggling with a challenge today, do not give up hope. Place your hope in God, and you will never be hopeless again. Through God, we can overcome inadequacies, challenges, hopelessness, and failure. Nothing is impossible.
Any time you are feeling low, put on your headphones. Keep your head up high and dust off your shoulders. It's all right. No, it's not over. Love is here. It came to dry up all your tears. Love, love is coming through your headphones. This ain't the first time you felt like this. This ain't the last time you feel like this, but it will be fine if you can just smile.
:)
However, this inadequacy has not slowed me down one bit. Even though it is difficult for me to do, I still enjoy helping and talking to different people. I still like to do what I do best: write. I still like to play and write music for the joy of others. I still enjoy going to Church. I am still passionate about worshiping God with all my heart. I still have a thirst for knowledge, academic growth, and spiritual development. Overall, despite my communication inadequacy, I am living a good life because I know I always have Jesus Christ right by my side holding me tightly no matter how hard the rain falls and no matter how big a challenge the storms of my life become.
I am thankful for my inadequacy because it has showed me my true calling on this Earth. It has revealed the purpose God has for me. I was put on this earth to inspire people through my writing, music, and my passion for sports. I was not put on this earth to be a vocal leader, but God has a place for me as a leader by example. I thank God for my inadequacies because they have taught me that I have imperfections, and I can use these imperfections to serve Christ. My inadequacies have strengthened my faith immensely, and they have taught me to trust and rely on God for everything. Inadequacies are the challenges in my life, and these inadequacies are preparing me for the plan God has for me to serve other people.
In conclusion, we all fall short of perfection. We all have inadequacies that we may not like, but the important thing is not to worry because God has a unique purpose for each person in the world. No matter how big or small we may be, we always have God who will help us through the good times and the difficult times. You just got to have faith and trust in God that he will provide for you. All you have to do is ask. For example, if you have a fear of public speaking like I do, ask God to give you the words that you want to say in front of other people. God will help you through any circumstance. God wants to see us succeed and overcome our challenges. So, if you are struggling with a challenge today, do not give up hope. Place your hope in God, and you will never be hopeless again. Through God, we can overcome inadequacies, challenges, hopelessness, and failure. Nothing is impossible.
Any time you are feeling low, put on your headphones. Keep your head up high and dust off your shoulders. It's all right. No, it's not over. Love is here. It came to dry up all your tears. Love, love is coming through your headphones. This ain't the first time you felt like this. This ain't the last time you feel like this, but it will be fine if you can just smile.
:)
Christian (Contemporary) Music
Here is a sampling of one of Remedy Drive's newer songs: Light Makes a Way.
What do Carrie Underwood, Remedy Drive, Casting Crowns, Natalie Grant, Chris Sligh, Justin Bieber, and Sixteen Cities all have in common? All of them are Christian artists/groups. Also, they are all contemporary musicians, but they represent a wide variety of styles in the music industry like country, rock, and pop. Even with this diversity, they are all making and performing songs for the glory of God. Each one of them has a gift from God, and each one is using that gift to fulfill God's purpose, touch many lives, and be faithful examples of Christ through their music. I love contemporary, Christian music, and I do support many of the artists and the bands that enjoy what they do because they have a passion for Jesus Christ.
The one thing I like about this type of music is that the lyrics to many of the songs are clean. They have positive messages, and they can really speak to my heart when I listen to them. Through contemporary, Christian music, I can really feel the Holy Spirit moving through me. There was one experience I had that really changed my life and really brought me closer to the Lord. This experience happened a couple years back in 2009 at a youth conference in Duluth. The worship band playing at this conference was Remedy Drive. It was the very first time I heard their music, and it was a marvelous, significant moment for me. I felt the Holy Spirit move me and change my heart, but I also felt the Holy Spirit stir the hearts of the entire auditorium. This powerful example in my life just shows that God can use music to bring Christians and non-Christians together into fellowship. God uses music and musicians to spread his word and his message throughout the world. Music is a powerful art form in this world. Ever since that youth conference in 2009, Remedy Drive has been one of my favorite bands to listen to. The music of Remedy Drive reached out and touched my life with inspiring messages and powerful words.
However, I am not saying there is not good music out there besides Christian, contemporary music. Besides Christian music and artists, I do like Country music, Jazz, Classical music, and various other styles and musicians.
Through the magnificent, awesome work of Christian artists and bands, Christ can become revealed to the world. Through worship, lives and hearts can change like mine did at the youth conference in 2009. It is amazing what God can do through music. Through music and worship, God can change us, mold us, and watch us grow and develop spiritually in our faith and trust in Him. God can challenge us, lift us up from the valleys of life, and He can give us hope.
Most important, worship is about praising and thanking God for all that He has done in our lives. Music gives us one way of expressing worship and thanks to God. The Christian artists/bands that I listed at the beginning are just a few of the many hard working musicians in this world trying to make a difference. However, you do not need to be a professional musician or an amateur musician for that matter to worship, make a difference, and leave a significant impact on the world. You just need to have a heart for Jesus Christ, and most important, you just need to come to Jesus Christ just as you are.
What do Carrie Underwood, Remedy Drive, Casting Crowns, Natalie Grant, Chris Sligh, Justin Bieber, and Sixteen Cities all have in common? All of them are Christian artists/groups. Also, they are all contemporary musicians, but they represent a wide variety of styles in the music industry like country, rock, and pop. Even with this diversity, they are all making and performing songs for the glory of God. Each one of them has a gift from God, and each one is using that gift to fulfill God's purpose, touch many lives, and be faithful examples of Christ through their music. I love contemporary, Christian music, and I do support many of the artists and the bands that enjoy what they do because they have a passion for Jesus Christ.
The one thing I like about this type of music is that the lyrics to many of the songs are clean. They have positive messages, and they can really speak to my heart when I listen to them. Through contemporary, Christian music, I can really feel the Holy Spirit moving through me. There was one experience I had that really changed my life and really brought me closer to the Lord. This experience happened a couple years back in 2009 at a youth conference in Duluth. The worship band playing at this conference was Remedy Drive. It was the very first time I heard their music, and it was a marvelous, significant moment for me. I felt the Holy Spirit move me and change my heart, but I also felt the Holy Spirit stir the hearts of the entire auditorium. This powerful example in my life just shows that God can use music to bring Christians and non-Christians together into fellowship. God uses music and musicians to spread his word and his message throughout the world. Music is a powerful art form in this world. Ever since that youth conference in 2009, Remedy Drive has been one of my favorite bands to listen to. The music of Remedy Drive reached out and touched my life with inspiring messages and powerful words.
However, I am not saying there is not good music out there besides Christian, contemporary music. Besides Christian music and artists, I do like Country music, Jazz, Classical music, and various other styles and musicians.
Through the magnificent, awesome work of Christian artists and bands, Christ can become revealed to the world. Through worship, lives and hearts can change like mine did at the youth conference in 2009. It is amazing what God can do through music. Through music and worship, God can change us, mold us, and watch us grow and develop spiritually in our faith and trust in Him. God can challenge us, lift us up from the valleys of life, and He can give us hope.
Most important, worship is about praising and thanking God for all that He has done in our lives. Music gives us one way of expressing worship and thanks to God. The Christian artists/bands that I listed at the beginning are just a few of the many hard working musicians in this world trying to make a difference. However, you do not need to be a professional musician or an amateur musician for that matter to worship, make a difference, and leave a significant impact on the world. You just need to have a heart for Jesus Christ, and most important, you just need to come to Jesus Christ just as you are.
Saturday, May 14, 2011
Raging Fire
How many of us have been angry with someone before or have let a temper flare up with someone you love? If you are human, you can probably answer yes to this question. It is hard to hold back a temper sometimes, especially if it is with someone close to you. We all get frustrated, have devastating days, and have had many days where we just lose our cool. It can really tear up the people around us when we display rage. Believe me, anger can destroy relationships. It can lead us farther away from the ones we love, and most important, it can lead us away from our love and relationship with God. Anger is just an emotion. However, anger is not an emotion that should be expressed outwardly with anger. It is an emotion that should be expressed with love, kindness, and compassion.
First, since anger is an emotion, I should probably distinguish between controlled and uncontrolled anger. Anger is not something that is bad to express as long as it is controlled. Uncontrolled anger is what can hurt ourselves, our relationships with friends and family, and our relationships with God. Some people might not agree with me that there is a difference between controlled and uncontrolled anger, but that is okay. There is no right or wrong answer to topics as subjective as this one. Uncontrolled anger is like a raging fire. It just grows and grows. Once it starts, it is hard to stop from spreading. One little instance of anger can spread to more instances. Personally, anger is not an easy thing to control. I know it is a challenge and a struggle that must be overcome. Anger is like a fire because it gets hotter and hotter. It can kill, destroy, and tear down relationships. There is no easy fix to uncontrolled anger, but to get rid of that anger on the inside, one must let God take control.
The best place to find advice about life is the Bible. There is one passage that speaks pretty clearly about how to handle anger in life situations. From Ephesians 4:29-32:
Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs, that it may benefit those who listen. And do not grieve the Holy Spirit of God, with whom you were sealed for the day of redemption. Get rid of all bitterness, rage and anger, brawling and slander, along with every form of malice. Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you.
According to this passage, God wants us to get rid of all forms of anger. He wants us to cleanse ourselves and turn that anger over to Him. Instead of unwrapping a temper, we should respond to one another with kindness and compassion. We should forgive one another because Christ forgave each one of us when He laid down his life to save this world from sin. Just as Christ forgave, we should forgive and follow in His footsteps. When we follow in his footsteps, we will see our relationship with Jesus grow, and in turn, we will develop good, healthy relationships with the people around us.
In the end, God wants us to build each other up with words of encouragement and kindness. He does not want to see relationships get torn apart like a raging fire. The journey through life can and will be filled with challenges such as anger and rage, but when our hearts are on fire and set apart for God, our lives can see drastic change.
First, since anger is an emotion, I should probably distinguish between controlled and uncontrolled anger. Anger is not something that is bad to express as long as it is controlled. Uncontrolled anger is what can hurt ourselves, our relationships with friends and family, and our relationships with God. Some people might not agree with me that there is a difference between controlled and uncontrolled anger, but that is okay. There is no right or wrong answer to topics as subjective as this one. Uncontrolled anger is like a raging fire. It just grows and grows. Once it starts, it is hard to stop from spreading. One little instance of anger can spread to more instances. Personally, anger is not an easy thing to control. I know it is a challenge and a struggle that must be overcome. Anger is like a fire because it gets hotter and hotter. It can kill, destroy, and tear down relationships. There is no easy fix to uncontrolled anger, but to get rid of that anger on the inside, one must let God take control.
The best place to find advice about life is the Bible. There is one passage that speaks pretty clearly about how to handle anger in life situations. From Ephesians 4:29-32:
Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs, that it may benefit those who listen. And do not grieve the Holy Spirit of God, with whom you were sealed for the day of redemption. Get rid of all bitterness, rage and anger, brawling and slander, along with every form of malice. Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you.
According to this passage, God wants us to get rid of all forms of anger. He wants us to cleanse ourselves and turn that anger over to Him. Instead of unwrapping a temper, we should respond to one another with kindness and compassion. We should forgive one another because Christ forgave each one of us when He laid down his life to save this world from sin. Just as Christ forgave, we should forgive and follow in His footsteps. When we follow in his footsteps, we will see our relationship with Jesus grow, and in turn, we will develop good, healthy relationships with the people around us.
In the end, God wants us to build each other up with words of encouragement and kindness. He does not want to see relationships get torn apart like a raging fire. The journey through life can and will be filled with challenges such as anger and rage, but when our hearts are on fire and set apart for God, our lives can see drastic change.
Wednesday, May 4, 2011
I love the way you hold me
The journey through life can be difficult at times. There are struggles, there will be pain, and challenges are inevitable. We are all faced with challenges on a daily basis. We might feel depressed or lonely. We might have relationship problems with family, friends, or co-workers that are not resolved. We might even be persecuted for being too "weird" and feeling left out. We might have a deceased family member still in our hearts, or we might feel sad because a family member is serving overseas or is not home. Whatever the circumstances, no one has to feel alone as they go through something difficult. If you are facing a challenge, odds are someone else is going through the exact same trial. Through the challenges and difficulties of this world, it is easy to be discouraged, but it is important to hold on because God is holding on to you, and He will not let you go.
Personally, I like to be challenged. For one thing, challenge helps me grow as a person. It helps me see my unique identity in this world. Challenge is what makes me stand out, and it helps me see my unique purpose that God has for me on this Earth. Also, challenge is a test of my faith. It helps me to see God's vision from a whole new perspective. Challenge gives me a chance to develop a deeper relationship with God because if I had no challenges or difficulties, I would have no reason to rely on God for help. There would be no reason to grow in a relationship with Jesus. However, in reality, there is a reason to build a strong foundation in Jesus. With him, all things are possible. Philippians 4:13 says, "I can do everything through him who gives me strength." God gives us everything we need on a daily basis to face our challenges at work, the difficulties at school and at home, and to face our enemies. God is always there for you. He wants to hold you and comfort you.
One thing in my life that I have a hard time dealing with is stress. Sometimes, I find it difficult to balance the different aspects of my life like school, job searching, writing, music, and personal time with God. I like to have everything in my life organized and all planned out, but sometimes not everything goes as planned. I know that the stress and busyness from work will sometimes distance my relationship with God. Whenever I start to feel distant from God, I just have to remind myself that I am living for him. My purpose on this Earth is to fulfill God's purpose. No matter how stressed or anxious I am, I know I can count on God to take care of me, turn my day around, and bring me hope for the future. No matter where I am in life or no matter how I am feeling on certain days, I am certain that I have an amazing God who has an amazing love for me. No matter how depressing a job search might be, God will provide for me now and in the future. One of my favorite verses in the Bible is from 1 Peter 5:7 which says, "Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you." This is probably one of my best life verses I can think of right now because it is what helps me get through challenging, difficult days. At the end of the day, the only thing that truly matters is God's love and my relationship with my Heavenly Father. No matter what I do or no matter what I may go through on a given day, I have a Father who will shine a light on my path and lead me through the mountains and the valleys.
Last Sunday, when I attended church, the pastor was talking about how we can be certain in Jesus Christ. That is so true. There are so many uncertainties in this world that can lead us into despair. There are risks that we do not know about. In a world filled with uncertainty, we can be certain in one thing: our relationship with Jesus Christ. We can be certain of his love and the way he holds us in these uncertain times.
Finally, I will leave you with a very cool song by Jamie Grace called, "Hold Me." I think it is a very touching, powerful song. The basic message is this: No matter what your journey through life brings you on a daily basis, God will be there to hold you.
Personally, I like to be challenged. For one thing, challenge helps me grow as a person. It helps me see my unique identity in this world. Challenge is what makes me stand out, and it helps me see my unique purpose that God has for me on this Earth. Also, challenge is a test of my faith. It helps me to see God's vision from a whole new perspective. Challenge gives me a chance to develop a deeper relationship with God because if I had no challenges or difficulties, I would have no reason to rely on God for help. There would be no reason to grow in a relationship with Jesus. However, in reality, there is a reason to build a strong foundation in Jesus. With him, all things are possible. Philippians 4:13 says, "I can do everything through him who gives me strength." God gives us everything we need on a daily basis to face our challenges at work, the difficulties at school and at home, and to face our enemies. God is always there for you. He wants to hold you and comfort you.
One thing in my life that I have a hard time dealing with is stress. Sometimes, I find it difficult to balance the different aspects of my life like school, job searching, writing, music, and personal time with God. I like to have everything in my life organized and all planned out, but sometimes not everything goes as planned. I know that the stress and busyness from work will sometimes distance my relationship with God. Whenever I start to feel distant from God, I just have to remind myself that I am living for him. My purpose on this Earth is to fulfill God's purpose. No matter how stressed or anxious I am, I know I can count on God to take care of me, turn my day around, and bring me hope for the future. No matter where I am in life or no matter how I am feeling on certain days, I am certain that I have an amazing God who has an amazing love for me. No matter how depressing a job search might be, God will provide for me now and in the future. One of my favorite verses in the Bible is from 1 Peter 5:7 which says, "Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you." This is probably one of my best life verses I can think of right now because it is what helps me get through challenging, difficult days. At the end of the day, the only thing that truly matters is God's love and my relationship with my Heavenly Father. No matter what I do or no matter what I may go through on a given day, I have a Father who will shine a light on my path and lead me through the mountains and the valleys.
Last Sunday, when I attended church, the pastor was talking about how we can be certain in Jesus Christ. That is so true. There are so many uncertainties in this world that can lead us into despair. There are risks that we do not know about. In a world filled with uncertainty, we can be certain in one thing: our relationship with Jesus Christ. We can be certain of his love and the way he holds us in these uncertain times.
Finally, I will leave you with a very cool song by Jamie Grace called, "Hold Me." I think it is a very touching, powerful song. The basic message is this: No matter what your journey through life brings you on a daily basis, God will be there to hold you.
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
Why do I like to write?
Why do I enjoy being a writer? That is a very good question because I know a lot of people who do not enjoy the art of writing, but I am not here to talk about that. I am hear to talk about why I personally enjoy writing. To give you an idea why, I am writing this post now to destress myself from a long day at school right before finals. That's right. I said it. I use writing to destress myself from situations. It is a relaxing technique to calm me down. I have not written in awhile, so maybe that is why I have been so tense and stressed lately. hmmm... Anyways, I love to write.
One reason I like to write is because I like to learn new things about the world, about new places, about fun ideas, about interesting opinions, and most important, I like to learn about myself. It is true that writing helps you learn, especially about yourself. Writing allows me to pour out all of my mixed up, jumbled thoughts in my brain onto a neat, organized piece of paper (or word document). It gives me a chance to express myself in new and interesting ways. It allows me to see how I am progressing and developing as a person, and it gives me a chance to see the world in a whole new perspective.
I have a passion for writing. Writing is my way to interconnect identities in an evolving world. I know God has given me a true gift in being a writer, and I strongly believe he will use my writing for his purpose in order to further the Kingdom. I do not know what that purpose might be yet, but I know God has a plan for me and my writing now and in the future.
Finally, I am going to share something from my heart. I do enjoy going to the University of Minnesota to get an education and a diploma. I understand that the whole point of going to college is to develop skills and abilities to apply in a career someday. However, my long-term goals have little to do with getting a job I like and the education I am getting. Maybe, that is why I have had a hard time choosing a major. Do not get me wrong. I do think school is strongly important and beneficial. Of course, I will need a job and an education, but my ultimate purpose on this Earth is to serve the Lord. My God given talent is writing, and I plan to utilize that talent to its full potential.
One reason I like to write is because I like to learn new things about the world, about new places, about fun ideas, about interesting opinions, and most important, I like to learn about myself. It is true that writing helps you learn, especially about yourself. Writing allows me to pour out all of my mixed up, jumbled thoughts in my brain onto a neat, organized piece of paper (or word document). It gives me a chance to express myself in new and interesting ways. It allows me to see how I am progressing and developing as a person, and it gives me a chance to see the world in a whole new perspective.
I have a passion for writing. Writing is my way to interconnect identities in an evolving world. I know God has given me a true gift in being a writer, and I strongly believe he will use my writing for his purpose in order to further the Kingdom. I do not know what that purpose might be yet, but I know God has a plan for me and my writing now and in the future.
Finally, I am going to share something from my heart. I do enjoy going to the University of Minnesota to get an education and a diploma. I understand that the whole point of going to college is to develop skills and abilities to apply in a career someday. However, my long-term goals have little to do with getting a job I like and the education I am getting. Maybe, that is why I have had a hard time choosing a major. Do not get me wrong. I do think school is strongly important and beneficial. Of course, I will need a job and an education, but my ultimate purpose on this Earth is to serve the Lord. My God given talent is writing, and I plan to utilize that talent to its full potential.
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